I am just so fed up with rude people.
That is all I've dealt with this week. People that are rude. For no reason.
I don't know why people can't control themselves.
I DON'T CARE how bad of a day you are having. We ALL have bad days. But that doesn't mean you can go around projecting your feelings onto other people and feel justified in doing that.
Anyone who knows me well knows that I'm pretty much always nice to everyone. I treat people with respect and I have too much of a conscience to be mean to anyone (unless there was a serious reason for me being mean/hurtful). And yet, people will still be rude/disrespectful to me. God forbid I ask someone what's bothering them I get snapped at. Or get an attitude from people I'm not even talking to. Or my favorite this week having drunken idiots come into the store (first of all why are you drunk at the mall) and be obnoxious when I'm just doing my job trying to help them find some clothes.
And another thing..I hate when I put so much effort to stay in touch with someone or make plans and nothing happens because they never come through. I'm tired of always being the person making the effort.
I've been told maybe I'm too nice. Maybe I should stop being nice to everyone and having a positive view of humanity because clearly people are either blind to the fact that their actions/words are rude, disrespectful, and/or mean OR they just don't care.
I'm not saying I'm perfect. I've had my fuck ups. I've done and said stupid shit. BUT I've matured and I seen where I was wrong and I made steps in my life to change the things I saw as flaws in my personality. And all I'm saying is that I feel like some people don't take steps to change some of the negative things about themselves. They say/do things in the heat of the moment with complete disregard to other people's feelings.
Anyway, that is all I have for tonight.
Goodnight.